When Things Happened Far From Our Plans. Better or Worst?

Assalamualaikum

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The plan

So I've been planning to go a backpack trip by myself after I start working. I had Thailand, Indonesia and Singapore in my mind that time. This plan was all over my head after I got offered at Red Alert Online. I have so many friends. It was quite a problem thinking who I wanna go with. 

I was thinking about my friend Yana. She had already being a backpacker quite some time. So I thought she could ease my first time to be a backpacker. Plus, she's good at managing and a very helpful friend. But yet she was just came back from Korea and can't make it up with me since my plan was just around the corner. And..passed.

Some of my friends are doing Master and some had things to do and can't join me for end-year backpacker trip. So I was just gave up and I am so okay to go by myself. Besides it's only Singapore (I picked Singapore), what could've be wrong sbb they also got malays there and can speak malay.


The travel partner

A few days after decision was made to go alone, there was a poped-up question I did ask to my junior; Afira (bukan nama sebenar), if she wants to join me. Since she also just started working and have own income. And so why not. She agreed and yayy! I got friend to teman me to backpack and have fun at USS. (well at least I'm not alone)

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The Preparation

Passport checked. 
Backpack settled. 
Flight tickets settled. (those are from my first salary I got from MSG Networks)

And it was just about a month to go, we were together settling the USS tickets and the hotel. I've been asking my cousin, who previously lives there (his mom which is my aunt still staying there) if I need to buy the USS tickets first or just walk-in. He advised that we should buying the tickets first. Because USS always has many visitors. They are always full. (Plus i'm going on friday. so..) But he did warned me to buy and choose carefully. Well yeah to avoid being cheated. I understood. There's always a risk to buy from online store. =/

Me and my friend Afira (bukan nama sebenar) have decided that I'm settling the tickets (I did too for the flight tickets) and she settling the hotel's booking (although I've a list of 14 affordable motel to book). At this moment I was actually quite in a fragile condition. I was so afraid if I'm getting late being paid for my second salary, like it was for my first. I was so scared if I haven't get my salary right before my flight to Singapore.



The USS tickets' story

**If you are about to plan and you are about to buy the tickets online, you should probably reading this part. !

I was surveying and looking for authorized dealer. I was not in any hesitation since I've been buying a lot online's stuff and never got cheated. So I've listed a few of online seller of USS tickets, and I found that some of them offer with high price, some offer with low price. And the lowest telling me that is because they were cleaning their ticket stocks for that end of 2015. The lowest I found was RM120. From carousell. 

So RM120x 2 pax= RM240.
Cheap right?
So I thought I just book from him and can save up for several dollars.

That night after discuss with my friend, Afira (bukan nama sebenar), I closed the deal and straight away banked-in to him. He is chinese and living in JB, as well as his office. And being over-carefully is not what I am. But that night, I was that person. Wew~

And yayyy! USS tickets were settled!
We were so happy since USS is our main motive. ;)

And with my other friend's little help was to meet the seller at City Square, Johor Bahru and take the tickets (since full payment already settled) I felt a bit secure (since the seller agreed to meet and pass the tickets f2f instead of by post). 

Btw, I hate myself. I don't know why but that night after making full payment, I felt so insecure. I keep telling my friend (the one who'll be meeting the seller) that I felt something wrong and tak sedap hati. I'm afraid if he didn't show up. I don't know why I felt that way and don't ask me why.

I told Afira (bukan nama sebenar) that I felt uneasy and sangat tak sedap hati. And I told her that I think that I want to postponed the trip. And she did tell me that maybe I felt like that because of I didn't get my salary yet. I did called her and I told her that I felt like I wanted to cancel our trip and postponed it later. But she said "Janganla macamni.. everything will be ok" So, thinking of her that wanted to go to Singapore so bad, Im not willing to cancel the trip even though hati dah tawar lansung nak pergi . I felt like 5% of going.

2 days after, my friend has told me that she still didn't meet the seller yet. She did called and whatsapp the seller but then, it looks like her number is already got blocked! I've tried to contact him myself, and few of our friends does, still cannot be contacted as well. Every calls to his number got barr! SO MAYBE THIS IS WHY I'M NOT FEELING EASE AT ALL BEFORE? Pheww. Everything will be okay. So okay.

I was so down. You know why, that is because I dah bayar dah pun! Argh. Plus, I don't know how to explain to my friend, Afira (bukan nama sebenar) and I was so afraid what would her think of me. That I'm careless (indeed),that I'm useless (perhaps =( ), that I cannot be rely one. *tsk tsk*

But you know. Who wants to get cheated. If I knew this was the scam from early of the time, I wouldn't agree to buy from him. Maybe it was my fault. Maybe I should have known from the lowest price he offered. The price was unbelievable cheap kan.. (please terima bila Allah dah cakap Kun Faya Kun, dan ditakdirkan kena tipu. it was not 100% my fault!)

We were so freaked out (Afira was freaked out. like really) and we were just so redha then and decided to buy the tickets at the counter straight away (serik). 

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In a meantime, I was still waiting for my salary. I still didn't hear anything about the salary, but yet my flight will be in 2 more weeks. Crazy! If I didn't get my salary, I'll be dead (definitely down).

And it was probably not at the good time we go. Because the Ringgit Malaysia was just fell and it makes our currency very low. December 2015; 1$ of Singapore = RM 3.09

try to imagine there's nothing you can get for 1$ at Singapore. The lower rate is averagely on 3$. 3$ x RM3.09 = RM9.27 for even one drink at 7eleven. *peace :) 




One day before

Guess what?
I still didn't get my salary.
Yippie! :D
And I was so messed up. I can't think. At all.

I have so minimum money since I've actually budget RM500 for my expenses, MRT fees and foods and souvenirs at Singapore (150$ is enough for 2days 1 night only). It was excluding the tickets and hotel fee since both supposedly to be settled before we depart. And since the tickets got scammed, I need to take out about RM230 just for USS ticket only. 

150$ - 74$ = 76$

76$ left for me to makan, for MRT fees and anything (if any). But yet I wasn't expecting to buy any souvenirs since I already had Singapore's stuff before. And still I have had emergency money in Ringgit Malaysia (just incase), so I wouldn't THAT worry. So with the name of Allah, I tried to be tough and tawakal always for what my days would be.

Gambar sekadar hiasan

We bought our foods at Giant Supermarket and pack our stuff. Maggie, breads, energy bars, tunas. I've weighed my backpack previously. And I was safe since my backpack was 4.80kg only. Still got 2.2kg for me to fill in. So it was enough for me to fill in my foods. Regardless my handbag, my handbag was extremely weight. But handbag doesn't count to 7kg (as you know). And Afira (bukan nama sebenar) was so comfortable with her luggage and handbag. 

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It has always been my dream to go to outside country and backpacking. I love backpacking just like every backpacker does. Because it makes us felt like we are so fit to travel and I just like the way backpackers carry their backpack around and travel and looking at the map. Hikhik

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On the day

But yet, maybe it was also my rezki. Allah gave me the chance to still going for the trip. Afira (bukan nama sebenar) was already here in Kuala Lumpur. because our flight was at 7.15am tomorrow morning and we need to get at KLIA2 2 hours before, at least. I still can't believe I'm going to SG with only 150++ dollar. So heading to klia2 and get there by 4am something was just so right. We were in a stable mood. I am in the stable mood! Alhamdulillah.

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Since we have added foods to our bags, so it's time to just double checked the weight. So that we can think what to do if there is excess weight for our bags. And surprisingly mine is so under 7kg. Since I am so good at budgeting, so mine wasn't have much differ from my previous weight. It was 5kg something. Unfortunately for Afira's luggage, it was 9.something kg. Ohmy.

I did tell her to ask the staff about it. It was her luggage anyways. So after about 15 minutes, she asked. and the staff said that her luggage kena baggage. And it was RM120 that needs to be added up. I wasn't worried so much about her gettin' baggage because Afira (bukan nama sebenar) comes from rich family. Well at least I thought she is. So RM120 was just like RM1.20? Maybe.

Huhu.
^3^

Okay.okay.

A second after she was freaked out about the baggage. 
"What? RM120? Wehh macam mana ni? Takkan lah kena bayar lagi RM120?! Tak berbaloi lahhh!" it was something like that
A few seconds later..

Afira (bukan nama sebenar): Macam mana ni farah (bukan nama sebenarku) ?
Me: Erm habistu macam mana..farah xtau la. urmm. Terpaksalah. amik je lah..
Afira (bukan nama sebenar): Hish *kerut2 dahi*

// I know she was worried because maybe her Malaysia's money wasn't enough up to RM120. Since we have had changed the RM to SG dollars.

A few minutes later, I just can't get her worried alone. She was with me. I was with her. And since we were only there for us till the next day, who would help us? And we were so needed each other for everything that will be happened. So.

Me: Hurm, the only thing we can do now is kita take out your 2 point something kg tu and kita dividekan. sikit kat my backpack, sikit maybe kat our handbags, since handbags tak kisah how berat pun kan. Okay?
Afira (bukan nama sebenar): "her face still worried*
Me: Janganlah risau. Boleh punya. Dah jom nanti lambat pulak kang.


And we were going to the seats and arrange back her luggage. I took her few shirts to my handbags and our foods were put above our handbags, different plastic. And now it's time to checking back. Phew. *lap peluh*

Alhamdulillah mine now was 7 point something and they were not gonna put extra charges kalau setakat lebih sikit dari 7kg. And Afira's was still accepted as well even her luggage is 8kg. If I'm not mistaken but for sure her luggage is heavier than mine.

My backpack.. my handbag was so unbelievable HEAVY. My shoulder was so hurt. I can't even feel them anymore. Huh~ But I wasn't complaining. I was so sincere helping Afira (bukan nama sebenar) to carry her additional stuff in my backpack and handbag. BECAUSE BECAUSE BECAUSE.. I felt guilty la sebab it was because of me we were both being cheated dengan the ticket seller. Even though it wasn't my fault. And again, I have thought that probably at Singapore , she WILL help me if I got trouble. I mean in case I was very short for the money or etc. =)


Departure

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It was a nice journey. I got the seat besides window (thanks to Muhammad Farhan) and the feeling was incredible. I tried to reset everything once I got on the plane. To leave all the uneasy feelings that I felt before. To still smiling and try harder to have fun. You know how's the feeling of going somewhere where you don't think you're going right? it feels like you don't have the heart to exploring anymore. Because what I've been through for this trip, was really makes me think that it is not the time for me to go. But what to do, this trip's decision wasn't my one decision. It was two persons' decisions. So I was just go with the flow.

And oh yea, just to inform for those who are not yet sees Singapore.
Singapore just as clean as the world says.
Really clean.
I hardly found rubbish anywhere
and cockroach
and ants.
For almost 40 hours we were there, and none of them appear.
None.

Salute and respect. :)

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The motel (Phil Inn motel, Little India, Singapore)

We've been searching the motel like whew~ Panas hokayy. Lepastu dengan beg berat lagi menapak dari MRT jauh. *3* Been asking the residence jgk mana motel ni. So quite far kitorang menapak. We did have the map. A big one. Tapi maybe because none of us was good at reading map. haha

And after almost an hour if I'm not mistaken, we've found the motel. Yeahhh! \(^o^)/*** So happy! Finally we could get a bit rest before we are heading to USS. We have been told that our room was already occupied. So 2 beds left. We thought, I thought the 6 peoples macam okayy dah sampai, igtkan bolehla kitorang jadi orang yg awal smpai. But then rupanya ada lagi orang yang earlier than us. huhu. 

Steppin' in the room. The room have 4 units of double decker beds. And..everyone looked at us and quite. Total awkward and so strange. It was gotten more awkward when they were all Indian girls. Huh. Mengeluh habis aku. Since we still need to cover our aurah with them. huh. 

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I don't think they're just got there. Seems like they're already here for several days. Because they are hanging their shirts after being cleaned. Plus the room is so small. I have limited space to move and I was so hesitate to even step on the floor. It was so total mess and not clean. Just NOT THE CLEAN ONE. *tepuk dahi* I siap alas kot my bed even dah ada cadar pun on it. Everything I alas. Sampai ke bantal. 

I just need to accept it because the rental was cheap. 18$. It was about RM53. Adding with taxes and gst was RM70++ jugak lah. Still 20$ mcmtu. RM70 motel in Kuala Lumpur even clean that this motel, btw.

Oh. oh. tapi kan,
I remember the list that I did for the cheap motel in Chinatown area. I have listed the cubicle motel with range of 21$ - 28$. Well that range was my budget since still under RM90. But yet. Berhuhu je lah.. :P

So the day we are leaving, we've been told that they're renting that room. They're already there for several MONTHS! Like homaigoshhh! No wonder the room was not so clean. Masya Allah.. 

you know, maybe the motel wasn't too bad like I felt. Maybe I felt disgust because the room wasn't clean as any guest expected. As far as I know, any hotel/motel need to clean up the room for the new guests right? So why we got into this situation. He could have just informed us. Arghhh! I'm so unsatisfied with this motel. No! 3/10 rate! not just "ok lah" but NOT OK AT ALL! 

Now it's time to heading back to town and ready for Malaysia.
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I just want to go home!!!! 
Baru dua hari and I just felt like pelarian. I wanted to eat! Nasi lemak, roti bakar, Milo ice. Cause I eat a lot. I don't used to ikat perut like this in two whole day!
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Universal Studio Singapore, USS

Great time we had. Playing the Egypt twice and play everything! It was a fun day. I really did hope Afira (bukan nama sebenar) also had fun the whole time. Or at least at most time. ^^,


Flower Dome, CLoud Forest and Garden by The Bay

We had limited time here. So sayang kan? But it was because we have had to return back our 2-days visitor passes for MRT at their office. But their places are so incredibly amazing! So beautiful. I love the Cloud Forest they have. They have so many level but we didn't have time to go level by level. 

Oh btw, back to the reason why we have limited time to have fun at these awesome places. The office counter closed at 9pm. But it depends on the station. So we were running so HARD to get to MRT station back. Of course we were so gigih berkejaran macam nak mampos since it was to claim our 10$ back. It was just 10$ but when we thought of 10$=RM30, it really is the big amount.!

So instead of losing 10$ which was really valuable for me, I'd rather running. Since Afira also didn't mind and agreed to fu*kin running. "Farah, cepat farah. Kena amik jugak duit deposit kita balik. Fira xde duit dah ni", she said. 
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Andddd we finally got our deposit back. Alhamdulillah. 
But then my friend keep telling me and even everyone that she loses quite a lot kg's. I hope she's not blaming me. Sebab it was two head decision to get the deposit back right? 


-The End- ??

I still have a few dollars in my wallet. So I didn't worried about the fee to go to Little India back. And still I have a Ringgit Malaysia backup. I was so happy kot sbb it was really really fit my budget! :D

So finally! Headed back to my hometown and Malaysia! I can't wait to go home. To kiss my cats and to guling-guling at my house's floor. I thought of going to Malacca straight away from Singapore (since they have bus to Malacca *wink), but yet I didn't want to be someone whose selfish like someone did. I thought of Afira. She can't be alone to the BTS and get the bus to Penang back. At least not with her luggage. Duhh. I'm not that evil. I know that I have to teman her la sampai dia dah beli ticket bus to Penang right? She's so fragile to be alone.

While we were heading home,..

Afira (bukan nama sebenar): Eh, duit Fira kat Farah kan?
I was thinking. hurm, as far as I know, I've cleared all the money that I need to give her.
Me: Urm,, duit apa eh Fira? *kerut dahi penuh tanda tanya*
Afira (bukan nama sebenar): Duit tiket USS? Yang kena tipu tu? 
Me: Owh.. Oh!
Afira (bukan nama sebenar): Fira tak bagitahu parents Fira tau yang psl tu.
aa then?
Me: Oh.. (dalam hati was like; kena bayar balik ke? Ya Allah.) Urm, berapa eh farah kena ganti balik? Full ke half je?
Afira (bukan nama sebenar): Aaaa.. half je lah. So RM30 aritu + duit ticket RM120 separuh is RM60 = RM90 la ya.
Me: Oh. (MasyaAllah) Okay nanti da balik farah ganti balik.
(dan kerugian aku siapa pulak nak ganti ? Hihi)
Afira (bukan nama sebenar): Erm xpela, nanti dah ada duit lah baru bayar balik. 
(Since she knows I didn't get my salary last month and I've resigned)
Me: Sure :)
(Dan aku pun berhuhu =) )

Indah Nada Puspita

I have my savings. I can just pay to her straight away when I reached Malaysia. But yet I just waited till I got my new job. This is because for me that wasn't my hutang. That was only the ganti rugi that I needed to pay back. I was krik-krik sbb I didn't expect I SHOULD pay for the ganti-rugi. So my own rugi was double up la. Yayyy! It's just like orang lain buat dosa, but then you kena tempias and you kena tanggung all the sins that he've done. You feel me? Actually I was questioning all my friends and family, 99% said I don't have to pay actually because both of us were actually rugi from that incident. Why should I give her ganti rugi ek? I did pay back okay. But to say if I am sincere or not.. idk.. :/
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And we're going home! Yayyy.
Immigration passed.
And we were arrived at Malaysia's border about midnight. 
Superb!
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p/s: Allah adalah sebaik-baik perancang. Dia adalah segala Maha. Maha Mengetahui dan Maha Berkuasa. I believe there's a hikmah beside all these happened. :)


NOTE: THIS WAS NOT MY ITINERARY FROM KUL TO SG. IT WASN'T MY INTENTION TO SHARE ANYTHING ABOUT MY TIPS HERE. IT WAS JUST WHAT WAS HAPPENED TO ME FOR THIS TRIP. ;)


Tolong jangan kecam saya. :P
Cheers.
xx

World Outside.

Assalamualaikum.

Can I continue my story or I've talked too much?

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Okay nevermind maybe I just continue to share about me getting the job and start my first job after study and how I change the job to even better and how I'm getting jobless again and how I get my current job. 

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So after my final exam on January 2016, I have started my career on April 2016. As a Telemarketing Executive. Yurp. I know it's way too far from my field of study, but maybe this is what all companies in Malaysia wanted, for us, fresh graduate, to gain an experience. So.

I was actually choosing what job and company I want to work for. Sampailah I felt like ohmy dah almost two months ni. Tak boleh jadi. So my friend had convince me to try working there first. So, I tried. 


Telemarketing Executive at UTS Marketing Solution

Who didn't know about this job. Everyone knows. Even negara mat salleh pun ada this type of job. UTS is a third-party insurance seller. I was assigned under Prudential Insurance. So basically I was selling Prudential insurance via phone call. We are authorized by Prudential itself.

Working there was not too bad. It was okay at first because they gave you the class which you have to attend for the Insurance Knowledge. So, *tingting . one point there to gain the knowledge for current trending and concept of insurance (knowledge is expensive). Working there was easy since we don't have to speak and explain the insurance in English (or it would be so difficult). All in Malay Language. 

I started working with the salary of RM 1,500. As a bachelor degree, with a good grade. I wasn't expect this. None of my friends does. Because from what we've been telling since young, degree student will be start their work with minimum salary of RM 2,500. Estimated range of salary will be RM2,200 - RM2,800 (it's lucky for those who get that range of salary). But, again I gave it all to rezki of Allah. So I was so redha since finding job nowadays is so incredibly hard. 

First week was still okay since a few seniors been helpful. The team leader also very helpful. And it comes to the end of the week and next week and following week. It became worst and worst, day by day. They had yelled at us, they had forced us to make at least 1 sale. I know the point of hiring someone there is to make a sale. But yet the sales was out of our control. We can try deadly hard to sale the insurance, but if the customers still don't want to buy, we can't do anything. You know, we can just convince but the power of buying or not is at the customer itself. Tambah-tambah lagi dengan rumors of getting call from a liars and scam company. Sedikit sebanyak it was affected the sales since not everyone we have called, believe with us. But rather tryin' than getting scold right. =(

I am someone who can work under pressure (experiencing all the paperworks for final projects and the dateline), but this pressure is too much. No pressure is too pressure than this pressure. We got scold everyday, every hours, every minutes, every seconds. Like we are not even a human anymore. If all other companies who had rejected us as degree fresh grade with good results wanted us to have an experience like this, we better give up since early and just working after SPM. 

Mentally abused. MasyaAllah, that's what I felt in that particular month. A few of my new friends over there also cannot adapt with their torture. They asked us to come to work early, they cut our lunch time, they asked us to stay till 8-8.30pm (for those who's not achieve target). It was crazy! My mom been telling me to be patient while waiting for THE job. My bestfriend, rock was calming me and always cheering me up so that I can forget all the stress at my work.

We just wait till the end of the month to get the salary and resign. I was with that company for one and a half month. My friends? They are all already cabut and berambus just like that after getting the salary. But I'm staying for the half month because I don't have any backup work yet. And still, I'm not the type of someone who's not responsible. So I had resigned with a polite and discipline way. 

I was resigned when I got an offer from Red Alert Online Sdn Bhd. I was so excited and I can't wait to start working with them. Although the offer only for Admin Clerk with RM 1,500 per month, it is enough for me and I was so very thankful as long as I can get the hell out from that telemarketing place. 

p/s: There was still giving me a good point though. Knowledge of insurance and how to get confident when you talk in formal manners with people you don't know. Alhamdulillah..



Administration Clerk at Red Alert Online Sdn Bhd

Went for interview with my bestfriend rock at Menara MBf. Dan berkat doa from my mom and my friends, I got the job. I started working at Red Alert Online on 20th May 2015. I still remember my first day working. A bit dull because they gave me training first. Training about their systems. So I meant a bit dull sbb I was yawning like 10 times a day. Boring. Tapi after a week, it was good sbb I dah start working as an administrator. Everyone was so nice and welcomed me. Not just at first but until then. Sangat best and I am so super thankful sbb I can escape from UTS.

Right after 5 months I'm working with them, I got offer letter to sign my permanent position's letter. It was a good sign sbb my probation period is 6 months and then my boss deliver the letter earlier than its time. Of course you happy right.

But since I was still in the mood of looking for my THE job (because I always want achieve my target to get a job with the salary RM2000-RM2500. At least for now till it goes high), so I was in the dilemma, to sign or not to sign. If I sign, that means I was agreed to give one month notice if I want to resign (which is hard for me if i got the THE job later) and agreed with RM 1,600 per month salary (which is..not achieving my target yet). I was actually been thinking a few days and I dont have a choice but to sign. *Sigh

It's not because I dont like the job or the organization within, I like them! I love my job! But then you know, RM1,600 is not enough if you live in Kuala Lumpur. But I am lucky since I dont have to sewa the house cause my family's living here since my elder sister was borned and I didnt owned a car yet so I'm not serabut like other people who does. But yet still, my public transports' fees, my duit makan, my PTPTN loan, to give my mom some more, for my simpanan to kahwin or to travel. You know. *Sigh

After signing the letter a month later, I got the job offered from MSG Networks Sdn Bhd. So, resigning by short-notice, I got my mini farewell by officemates belanja me Pizza and boss gave me the present. So blessed. So sayang rasanya nak leaving someone, strangers, you're comfortable with. =(

Thank you everyone at Red Alert Online Sdn Bhd. I love you guys so much. You guys' have taught me how to gain experience and how to respond with corporate with formality and everything. =)



MSG Network Sdn Bhd

I didn't even know what the company do. I've checked their website, but nothing. And I didn't found any forum telling me that it is the scam company. And after going for the interview, I've informed that their still new and the website is still under progress. The company is actually selling health products. But the position I was offered was not involve the selling activities (which is I absolutely will refuse because I hate sales and marketing and I'm not good at it, AT ALL). They offered me with Admin Executive position with RM2,000 + RM300 (allowance). The allowance will be given if you involve in their meetings and registration activities. So I was like, agreed. (thinking of the impressive salary package).

My work is great at first. See? When I say at first, you already know what will be happened. Bad. Worst. Again. First salary gettin' late. Second salary. Naadaa. Tiada. Yes. I don't get my second month salary.

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My luck is not always good. Perhaps in my studies, even I didn't even study I still can pass and get B grade in the result. But I was wrong about the good luck. I forgot that this is outside world. This is the world that you are travelling alone (even you have peoples around you). All the things you said, get and refuse is under your own responsibility. You are responsible for your life. For what have happened to you. I am responsible to myself. I am. And I have decided to leave my current job.
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So.. being jobless. AGAIN. 
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So probably you guys said I am not someone who is grateful for what Allah has given. I am, indeed. But yet when the opportunity comes with a good package, and it is still halal resource, why would I refuse right. And yeah, being jobless is not I am proud for. Since my focus is to be stable by the end of the year 2015. And I lost it all. Everything. My job, my career. I was so down that time. In the middle of December 2015, I am a jobless person. What do you guys expect? For me to be happy and enjoy my leisure time? NO.

Down because my friends are working.
Down because I felt like my family looking down to me (since i'm jobless)
Down because I felt like my friends ejek me just because I'm jobless
Down because I felt so IMPOSSIBLE  for me to get the job since Malaysia is so fragile right now. 

But you know. I always believe in what Allah said. He said don't ever give up. He will help people who never give up. I was applying again at the jobstreet for many position. Berbekalkan my 5 months experience at Red Alert Online. I went for many job interviews. Aeon Jusco, O'Briens Sandwich Sdn Bhd, UOB, OCBC, A'Famosa, etc.

I was planning to get into shift-type of job. Since I was thinking that it would help me to get extra money (instead of having 2-3 jobs). Extra money so that I can have more savings for my wedding later. 

Thinking, dreaming and sleeping.. 

Tadaaa. 
It's new year already. 
And it's already 2016. 
And I am still didn't get any job.
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Sabar..

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Allah maha penyayang. On 13th January I got email from Pn.Maria (bukan nama sebenar) from one of the comapny I've listed above.  And Alhamdulillah.. I was offered as Admin Executive in their KL Office. And my first day would be tomorrow (14th Jan 2016). Syukur alhamdulillah. I was so happy. My mom was so happy and my bestfriend pun happy for me. 

And I got offered with quite good salary (achieving my target). Alhamdulillah yang tak terhingga. Sesungguhnya rahsia Allah tiada siapa yang tahu. Perancangan Allah lebih baik dari perancangan manusia. Perancangan Allah yang terbaik.. 

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Aaannddd here I am now. Career back on track. And let's focus on the most important thing after bad things happened; family and establishing mosque :)

SubhanAllah..Wish me all the best.

And all the best everyone out there.
All the best in facing world out there for those whose fresh grades (like me)
All the best in preparing your physical and mental to facing world after studies.
All the best in being patient.
Make your soul close to Allah. Everytime.

Thank you for those whose reading. 

=)