I don't know how to described my feeling about these. Maybe Allah gave me the feeling which I can't even say trough words so that I can realize which part in my life that I must to alter and repair.
I don't even know about Zarith Nadhira or Rara at all. I just knew about her for a past few days at time she already passed away. How sad. I knew the whole story when she was already gone. But the things that I'm so confuse here is why I felt so empty after I knew she was passed away? I felt so sad like she was my very bestfriend. Why I felt like this? Why? :(
Maybe because of her story that make me think so far and a long way. And perhaps her story gave an impact to me. The unsaid effect. I hope Allah make it clear to me, to change my things, life and everything that supposed to be changed.
May Allah bless her soul.
# So disappointed I couldn't remit the Yassin for her today at Friday as I've planned yesterday because of the menstruation-time. I will still remit the Yassin for her, later after I finish my menstruation-time. Insya-Allah. I will. Btw thanks for the readers whose willing to read my previous post about arwah Rara which I got 4 likes and 10 of sympathy. I hope we all can think for ourselves and make ourselves close to Allah.
p/s: Al-Fatihah to Rara and together we remit Yassin for her soul in there.